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Bad day--warning rant like

I thought liking someone was a good thing, guess I was wrong.  Maybe I should just stop caring about people...I came to that realization today.  Why spend all your time caring about someone when all they'll do is walk away from you and go to someone who they actually consider a friend?  That's why I don't have any "best" friends anymore...it hurts too damn much when the people don't consider you their best friend too.  I still have "close" friends and a few who I consider my "closest" but no "best", I want a friend not a trophy.  And anyways, since when has it been declared that I'm undateable?  How am I nobody's type ever?!  Yes, I have a certain type of people I generally like, but I'm willing to go beyond that, no one else is. I hate this, I hate not being able to sit ANYWHERE in AP Bio anymore because oh no, so and so wants to sit next to him, and I can't sit next to what's his face because it's too awkward but someone else stole my original seat and the people around like them more so there really is no point in sitting there and upsetting them.

Edit(I know didn't post before but I've been writing this for a while)
I couldn't do it...I'm a horrible person and a horrible friend.  Apparently it is okey to care about someone, but just not too much.  So fine.  I really do care too fucking much, because the people that I consider my close friends(and you really should know who you are, most likely if you're even reading this in the first place you are) are the people that I love too fucking much to see them get hurt or hurt themselves.  So really, I get it, I'm flawed.  That's fine.  Feel free to hate me for it if you want.

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